weight loss

Today I have been bouncing around in my head about accomplishing this weight loss problem that I have. I have been married now 7 years I have a 7 year old, 3 year old adn 1 year old. Beautiful children and the loves of my life. I have gained about 100 lbs since having all three kids. My Husband loves me to death and loves me just the way I am. I am not happy with me. After taking with him on last night while drinking some colt 45 out of a can I decided I really have just been passing the time by and not knowing where the end is going to turn out. So it is time that I take charge of my life and do somethings for SELETA and no one else let me be my focus see if I can give my self 100% instead of the 10% I have been giving myself at that. So I know I am easily discourage so i decided to go and purchase some alli to help kick start this process and not try to kill myself but make it a part of my daily routine so I will let everyone knows how it goes. Day 1 of 365. Pray for me. As I will be praying for my selft. Until then I still have a six pack to finish drinking. Have a watch what you eat kind of day.

My many different faces...too many I just want to be free... I will jump off the crub later today.

I didn't know my own strength, I fail but I didn't crumble, I didn't know my strength

I could.:-)

I just think of how we are barely making it with the three we have and I wonder what others will think, my husband on the other hand can care less I wish

My question what if God was one of us? Wow would we be friends. I am driving myself crazy. Baby number three four months and my period is freaking later. Why?

s and my husband so much, most of the time I neglect myself and justify by saying I can wait. God please give me the strength please.